Wednesday, March 19, 2008

...finish last. (Or, She's Just Not That Into You...)

We've all heard the phrase.

Whether you're saying the phrase or hearing it, you know the phrase.

"Nice guys finish last."

For a while, I believed it. All through high school, some parts of college, even in my breakup with my then-fiancée, I knew that because I was considered "the nice guy", I was subject to getting walked all over, shunned, placed in the Friend Zone, and completely ignored.

Now, as I've grown older, I realize that it is all BULLSHIT.

Here, let me spell it out for you so you can understand it. B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T.

I am what's considered a caregiver. As far as evolution goes, I'm a provider. I provide what women need; friendship, companionship, loyalty, respect, kindness, understanding, etc. I am that guy that females wouldn't mind spending the rest of their lives with. I am the model man that women always say they want. "I wish I could find a guy just like you." But not me. Why?

I'm unattractive.

That may sound harsh, but on a genetic level, I am. I'm considered ugly, according to most women's DNA. Physically, I'm not what women want. Physically, I'm the farthest you could get from being even somewhat cute.

Look at it this way.

Since the beginning, men have been considered as being genetically predisposed to "be fruitful and multiply". Now, before you go into something completely different, let's look at women. Women, in a manner of speaking, have been considered to look for men whose genes will produce male offspring with the best chance of reproductive success. I know I'm digging into human sexuality behaviors here, but that's the point, isn't it? For humans to continue to have successful offspring?

I think so.

So, why wouldn't a woman want her future son to be genetically beautiful, while at the same time, be provided for by a caregiver? (I'm saving that whole argument for another post...)

There are men out there who has both the beauty and the brains. Those men are few and far between, not because they don't exist (they do) but because they are either hidden or already taken. Then, there's the men with the beauty, and following the command of their genetics to a T, are out there spreading the love to any woman who wants it, like a modern day Johnny Appleseed; or they are also taken.

Then there's the brains. Me. People like me. The caregivers. The ones who provide the stable home, the security, the friendship role. We are the ones the females finally go for after the beauty has faded. No longer hindered by their biological clock, they now search for the security of being stable with someone who actually knows how to fulfill every aspect needed from a life mate. Well, except for the offspring. But they are no longer in need of that.

Society often speaks of the men who are with women half their age. Rarely are there talks about the women who search for men half their age physically, but mentally, they are the providers. However, they do exist. There are more women who are looking for marriage material after they have had children than there are women who's searching for such beforehand.

Often, I've felt I've been born into the wrong age. Now, I realize, I have been born about 15 years too late.

Tonight, I finally finished a homework assignment given to me by The Virgo. She wanted me to ask around and see exactly what qualities I possessed that put me into the "Friend Zone" almost every single time. I asked 8 different women*; women who, in the past, I've either asked out or wanted to. These 8 women do not know each other, and with the exception of 2, have never met. They do not talk to each other on a daily basis. I asked the question, and with ALL 8, I got the SAME response, the only varying point being sentence structure.

When giving a description of what they thought of me when they first met me, all 8 said that I was, get this, a nice guy. Well, that was no surprise. But the surprise came when I asked about the ex-boyfriends/husbands/asshats they dated. Just take a wild guess what they said they were thinking when the women first met those men.

"I thought he was an attractive man..."

See the difference between me and them now? I'm just nice, those guys are attractive. When I asked what attracted the females to those males, you know the answer I got?

"I don't know, it was just something about him..."

Genetically, I don't have the DNA to compare to the attractive men. I'm only the caregiver.

The provider.

She's just not that into me. And it's not her fault, it's my genetics. I'm sought out solely for my abilities for being a life partner, not for my attractiveness. In the last post, I said I was the dick in the glass case. Expanding on that, I'm the ace in the hole. I'm the one women will flock to as soon as the attractiveness phase passes. Psychology wise, if I were to change who I was just to get out of the Friend Zone, the 8 women would view it as desperation, and one of two things will happen; either I'll lose them completely because I've "changed for the worst", or I'll just place myself deeper into the Friend Zone.

After all of this, I could say I'm talking out the side of my neck. Tomorrow, I could meet someone who would excite me mentally as well as physically and emotionally, and she'll become someone who I could have a long lasting relationship with while also being my best friend. And on a genetic level, she could want to be with me for both the beauty AND the brains.

But I doubt it.

Evolution is playing against me. I don't think I could win against thousands and thousands of years of selection.

I'll always be hopeful. But right now, I'm just jaded. Nobody remembers second place. Second place is just first loser. And I'm the nice guy.

Just guess where I'll finish.

* One of those 8 women, actually, the last woman I asked, was The Virgo. Needless to say, she was shocked to find out she felt the same way every other woman did.


Darius Sinclair™ said...

Geez man. Don't be so hard on yourself. Men, we don't have to be "handsome", per sei. I'm blessed to be one of those men that are "few and far between", bless with good looks, college educated, and God fearing. But looking at what most women are getting now adays, its men with the right attitude. You can be broke as hell and ugly, but if you dress and carry yourself like you got your ish together, then women will flock. IE. SWAGGER! Look at lil Wayne. He's broke (hasn't sold a record since 2003), he lives off of his father(haha), and he's ugly. but he carries himself like he's the ish. So women fall for that.

Vexrog said...

Wow, can't believe I hadn't seen this post.

Pretty abrasive, if a little self-serving. But you're putting your thoughts out in an honest manner, which in itself is commendable.

I figure, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. So don't stress it - what'll come will come.

Soulful Jenn said...

I applaud your honesty and give a standing ovation to your blunt words. It is all bullshit. It's not fair and "it is what it is" isn't a temporary satisfaction anymore.

I'm not going to tell you "Just have faith," or whatever the hell the guy above me said lol 'cuz damn what can I say?

Not a damn thing.

P.S. You're being bookmarked 'cause I think you're a nice guy.

LOL OKAY OKAY that was bad.

Nah but all jokes aside (Ye? LMAO!! ok im tired..) I enjoyed your words and it was only one post and since it's after midnight in my side of town I gotta check you out manana.

Stay blessed.


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